Thursday, February 18, 2010

Finding a J.O.B

Is alot harder than people make is seem, i've been on the hunt for three weeks!! yes three freaking weeks! Not to metion that i've been hired for two jobs, that i know i would not like at all, are the only jobs that i've actually had a call back for, i've applied at a temp agency!! and i had to pee in a cup, which i also had to set my pee right next to another persons, cup of pee, really! it was gross, i've sent my resume to everyone on craigslist, listing a job that i might like, but a hundred other people probably like too, and the only thing that i have left is apllying a an old folks home, i probably might have alot more luck finding a job there, then any where else, jeeze louise, i just was a job so mama bonnie doesnt have to keep putting money in the bank for two people, ( i love her to death! and everything she does her he son and i) all i really want is a job, that i can go to every day, and have a pay check every 2 weeks, if only a random person would walk up to make and ask me to work for them, but then again i just really want a job to bring home money and pay my rent.
wish me some luck and that i might get some more emails.

Friday, February 12, 2010

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Dear heart,
i know you feel like this right now, but maybe the person that keeps you feeling dumb, will say sorry sooner or later, maybe, but dont count on it k. just cry a little bit and not alot. and you'll feel better. promise.
love me

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

credit reports!

are seriously sooooo dumb and i just really want an interview i dont wanna know that i dont have credit history, or that to be a babysitter i have to show them a credit report!! what the! are you freaking kidding me! to babysit your kid i have to have a credit score, and freecreditreport.com you are a liar! You are NOT free! you cost $15a month and i just want to see it for a good moment, not look at it for a month!

ugh so i just really hope that it doesnt stop me from having an interview,cause i would really LOVE one!

ps, where is my phone charger, it got lost in the 16 hour car drive cause i cant find it anywhere. lame.

Monday, February 8, 2010

new roads.




.16hour drive with chelle.
."why cant we find a mcdonalds i swear there was one in every town."
.Rain, Snow, Fog, Snow+fog, Rain+fog, Hail, misty ugly stuff from under the tires.
.Cathy Current BLUR
.listening to the same cd for hours.
.Cracker Barrel.
.Good sister memories, thats for sure.




ps. i live by the ocean.