round two

good by nest and this time its for real, no going back to little ole' laie.

J.L.A.

you be the sun, and i'll be the moon.
just let your light come shining through;
and when night comes,
just like the moon,
i shine the light right back to you.

sunday.

we are who we are for a lot of reasons.
and maybe we wont know most of them.
but even if we dont have the power to choose where we came from.
we have the power to choose where we go from there.
we can still do things.
and we can try and feel ok about them.

ilove..

1.finding pictures of me when i was in 9th grade.
2.looking at high school stuff, pictures, yearbooks.
3.laughing at a book chelle made for me, of pictures of all of us.


im gonna save this, so that i can show my kids, how cute their aunties were haha, and what cool stuff i did, oh goodness i love going through boxes, i want to take everything with me, only i cant.. so im picking my favorite things to take back to utah with me.

ahhh, its really hard to pick and choose.

packing.

ahhh, is so exhausting.
packing cherylle's clothes+mine=almost done.
(well not really but half of the closet is finished)

i

dont want to be a star in someone else's sky.

the list.

things to do before UTAH


1. get shave ice in haleiwa
2.buy a i <3> HI& save it for the mix shirt.
3.take a picture everyday till i leave.
4.spend a day at the PCC, not working.
5.go on three hikes.
6.ride bikes around laie.
7.go to the visiting center.
8.beach it.
9.work on my tan some more.
10.walk around waikiki.
11.Go to a Red Raider game.
12.watch a sun rise and sunset.
13.swap meet.
14.dinner with the girls.
15.poke and rice.

cherylle.

18 Favorites!
1. you give the best stink eye ever!
2.everyone thinks you take everytthing serious, only you are one of the funniest girls i know.
3.you dress up for everything.
4.we can talk for days.
5.you always buy weird animals, but it fits your personality.
6.you say it how it is.
7.when we were little we use to fly everywhere together.
8.always make me laugh.
9.everyone says we are complete opposite of each other.
10.fun to go shopping with.
11.you have the most legging ever!
12.remember when ditched seminary and they came to the house and saw us watching tv, hahaha
13.pretty much hanging out.
14.UH football games.
15.when we use to sneak out just to drive the van! all of us were so off!
16.pretty much all drama that we had, and laugh about now.
17.when you do your Chinese voices!
18.how you love clothes soooooooooo much!
i love you! happy birthday! and now you can go get all the tattoos you want!

93

happy birthday.

one day.

"love her dress, hate her."

happy birthday.

24. favorites
1.we can talk for days.
2.you always make feel better
3.when we go to the movies randomly.
4.long drives to get coke!
5.when we get bored we go to target together.
6.you let me be the ugly assistant.
7.listening to songs in french.
8.drives to salt lake to eat dinner.
9.runs to lindon walmart.
10. how everyone thinks im older than you.
11. "do i have twins at my table?"
12.buying clothes instead of paying rent.
13.bad girls club!
14. 21 every day haha
15.talking to you while im doing nothing at work.
16.shopping.
17.JAZZ GAMES!
18. getting stuck in the denver airport.
19.getting your long hair and going to sallys twice!
20.DEL TACO!
21. spoon me.
22. buying bags at good earth, salla pa numba wand
23.last year when we went to get our nails down for your 23rd birthday and you had the nail polish on foooooorrrrrrrreeeeeeeeevvvvveeeeeerrrrr! haha
24.BEST BIG SISTER EVER!

i love...

im ready to have a cute room

michelle!!!!!!

CALL ME!!!! or text me!!


i have news for you!
very exciting yet kinda depressing for the two of us!

pcc.

i use to really like my job when, i use to just work in the mornings and have the rest of the day all to myself. thanks to a beezy who went ahead and told my boss, something that I WANTED TO TELL HER! i have to work 12-8 for the rest of the summer, how completely lame is that. All because i wanted to be nice and let her take my schedule so that she could try out for the stupid BYU soccer team! (ps ive seen her play and shes not even that good!) they just needed a second goalie! and she was the only one who tried out for the spot!

so now im tired all day long. Sweat endless amounts of sweat! and then get locked in the bathroom with that stupid girl! ahhh she drives me crazy and i cant stand her at all. Im just glad that i can be a jerk for as long as i want, and not give her a chance. Thanks stupid for ruining my plans, and helping me live at the pcc.

chu know #1

yeah they will.

sisters.

i think mine are amazing!
i love them!

i had to

this is his what the heck mern you are in hawaii face! hahah i freaking love my nephew!
i love looking at pictures when i have nothing better to do on a sunday night!

"ok weirdo."

i never know what to say anymore.

smoke.

my room is filled with bqq smoke!
seriously who cooks at 7 in the morning.


ps. i miss alot alot of things today.

friday.

its so true.

i wish.,.

that i could jump into a freezing cold pool and swim laps. i think it would make me happy. and i would love to feel happy in this stupid crappy weather that needs to jam right now.

seriously tropical storm hurry up get here and leave because i hate that its muggy and ugly, and did i metion that i do not like grey clouds at all!

please leave soon and way before friday because i want to swim on my day off :]

theres our rock.

all i want is peace in my heart.
please please please.
and to feel better again.

whose the old bird?

i love the beach so much and especially the beach with my best friend!..

first time to waimea with her since last year and we had a blast! i love bff time.. now that we both have jobs that consume our lives we have no time to hang out with each other.. way kinda sad i must say!

but i love that girl and i loved the ocean today nothing like a day cruising on the beach with one of the funniest girls i know!

51

this guy right here is pretty much the go to guy about everything! i think out of everyone i can talk to him about anything and he'll just listen to you vent and vent and vent and then gives you the 411 on what you should really do.. he has tons of stories that can relate to almost everything i talk to him about and hes soooooo very true! ahhh lafu lafu just hurry up and be my brother in law already! cause you are freaking awesome and part of the family already! OG

jeff.

im gonna miss you brother
last two weeks was pretty much a blast!!
sharing a bed and a dirty room and doing everything together was AWESOME!!
k see you soon!

mr.

skye

you know who you are.
dont worry i'll be that assistant really soon!

i.

just love talking to my chelle.. well not only my chelle shes everyones "my chelle" but she makes me laugh and feel better so much better..

today.

im gonna be happier than yesterday.
i promise.

vans

i love new shoes + new shorts + QT with grandma!= very good day.

im jealous

rainy day,

i love that you can walk around with no slippers in the rain
then go to the beach and pop blue bubbles.
i love starting work late
so i have nothing to do but watch tv all day.


its been 3days and yeah
i always have to text first.
guess somethings change.

pretty much acting like
its whatever right now.
ahhh i need another count down
to keep me motivated to
get out!

dear laie.

please send me back to utah.

im glad

i can feel sexy in my own body.
thank you wehearit.com for giving me some laughs.

give me the green light.

ahhhh shoot me!
work seriously needs to jam! i have a love hate relationship with it.

my ten things i absolutely love today.

1.that i walked to foodland instead of driving.
2.i got to sleep in today, the first time this week.
3.that i got a good morning text before i texted it.
4.i got to go window shopping.
5.said hello on my phone and then a lady walking by said hello back to me.
6.i signed up to donate blood.
7.told i was complete opposite of my sister haha
8.i made up my mind.
9.i look a little bit darker.
10.it was really sunny.

ncmo.

thats what he said.

i feel like blah blah blah.
seriously get me off this island already.
drama is over rated big time.
i love how all stories get changed about 20 times.
also night show.kinda lame. but whatever.


do you ever feel like some things wont be the same again.
i do thats for sure.


ahh im ready to move on and make this only a vacation
not a living situation.

today

i finally came to the conclusion that "collage" is not for me right now.. i cant say it wont be for me in a few years but for now i just lost all passion to even go.. i mean why do i want to sit in a class read and fail test and pay for all of it, i mean come on now let be realistic i dont even have money for it.

but thats why i also came up with another idea... that will pretty much give me something to do with my life and im not mad at that..

heres to thinking to much and jumping off the "im going to college boat."

gmama

dear gma.
i love you.
still looking gorgeous
after all these years.
love your
punah.